ADDICTED♥

i'm MAD!!

i cant control my mind.

just wanted to see blood at the moment.

i had totally control by SAW

where can i look for blood??

or cut myself??

i dunno.

i know i sud stop being tat way..

sud hav self control.

but i just anyhow lost the ability at the moment.

wad i gonna do??

eat sth??

craving for food.

but din eat since i woke up today.

3 meals make it as 1.

i guess i will do it from today onwards

*******

anyway..

sis bought a netbook from PC Fair last night.

RM1499

Asus e sth de..

black in colour.

and is windows7

i wan it oso..

but no money la.

haha~

just now Gor were asking me whether wan join him at bugis or not.

he is bringing her both 2 cute sister to gaigai there..

but i hav tonnes of things to do.

so i cant go along with them.

holidays coming soon.

but it wasnt a holiday for us .

cos still hav lotsof written assignment, presentation hav to do.

i nid oxygen!!

been 2 mths din back to my HOME~

i miss my bed.

i miss my frenz.

when can i go back?

parents are goin KL when Christmas.

i cant go along.

cos i still hav stupid assignment to do.

which means i cant go home for the 2 weeks of holiday again.

so pathetic.

i dun like to be alone here♥