Friday, January 29, 2010

REVIVE♥


yea~
as earlier on...

i private my BLOG without any reason.

and lots of frenz ask why..
basically..

i just reply them,
it's under renovation!!

haha♥

thx for ur concern!
lurvees u all loads!!

nth much to update actually.
cos i had forgotten wad had actually happen.

but the most impt things is that,
the stupid and stressful 2 weeks are finally over!
wakaka♥

i passed my
1. oral medication
2. wound dressing
3. health assessment
4. get a 'B' for BIO practical

appreciate how my girls actually push and help me!!
for the oral medication,
thx loads for u all!!!

wound dressing hav to thx bev and QL♥
kip nag on me and help me to memorise the steps of doin it!

health assessment!
it's so unbelievable♥
i could actually passed!!
Thx Wy senior for teaching us after work,
and wy do come to my hse be my model and let me practise the day before assessment
and oso QL lar!!
i wud nvr forgt u de lor!
cos i suddenly ask u to be my model before i go in the SCARY assess room!
and u agree!!
heehees~
and also vr sorry that,
my hands so cold lor.

lastly!
BIO PRACTICAL!!
BEVERLEY!
nvr ever forgt de lor!
TQ for e consolidation before the test!!
hehe~
nvr ever expected i could actually get a 'B'

but realli vr vr vr sorry lor..
u sud get an 'A'
but bcos of teaching me,
in the end u get onli a'B'
=(
sorry!!!!

oh ya!!
before i forgot!
hav to realli thx my sub grp members who guide me in tis sem2^^
afterall..
finally all of our ICA had over!!
muahaha~

so now hav to prepare the sem exam which is after the CNY le..
sienz lor~
CNY is my study week..
ishhh~

hate it!


lucky lucky lucky~
all my assessment passed for the 1st attempt!
hees^^
sud be happy in the sense.
but they say i look moody all day round in school?

haha~
no worries k =)

i'm not BO SONG of anyone or wad lar~
just like to day-dreaming recently.

erm~
*rewind*

been help my girls to buy Contact lens online~
from JUJULENS on FB.
she is a vr gd and friendly seller that i can say!!
and of cos
i got buy lar!

happy happy~
i tin the girls will get more from her soon!!
erm~
neoprint lor~
dunno why the girls like e neoprint so much sia~

took tis 22/1/10♥ @AMK HUB
my eyes look damn scary sia!
den tis one took when 27/1/10♥ @Bugis Junction
but in tis neoprint,
i look damn bo song tat kind lor~
cos i hav no mood to take picx on that day,
den the gals kip ask me to join them,
den bo bian lor~
den take tgt.
thx QL for helping us to scan it!
hehe~
although the second neoprint she is not in it!
muahaha♥

好人幫到底厚~♥

***************

went back JB last week
JOHOR sultan passed away,
so we nid to put on the 3 inches black strips.

and also tml i tin.
cos i goin back JB tml.

and sud be the last day of putting it on..


i miss my gals sia..
i mean JB de~

but i do miss the SG de lar~
dun jeolous ar~

haha~
JB ,SG gals
sounds so wrong~

wadever lar!!


finally my blog revive!!
but vr not organise lar...






我要開始沉睡了……
這次的我…
一滴淚都沒流下……

或許……
人是注定要
戴著面具生活的……
如果你不小心看到這句話
請不要問我到底發生什麽事
安靜就好……
still the same
I ♥ Being Lurvees



Saturday, January 16, 2010

BUSY♥

Been so busy recently,
so many things to prepared and study for.

S-T-R-E-S-S

everyone feel so stressful.
ishhh~

feel so bad..
as usual

i'm human without soul.

muahaha♥

izit a gd sign or?
anw.

someone noes the reason of why i been behave like tat.

anw.
nvr update my blog for such a long time.
kip on neglect it.

feel tired for these 2 weeks.
i cant smile nor laugh loudly.

emo all the way.
i hate myself from being like tat..

how i hope i can just hide all my inner feeling
i mean dont show it on my face

haha~
izit possible?

i'm trying vr hard from now on.

but no matter how i try to hide my innermost feeling.
there is still one person
who can actually read my mind.

or to say he now me too well?

yes.
i do really think so.

tats y i cant hide anytin from him.

well~
gtg.

Wenyan is coming to my place tml to practice on HA.

Bye♥



shall update somethings which overdue
1 week later

Saturday, January 9, 2010

有些事,一輩子♥

有些事
一轉身就是一輩子

有些人
一直沒機會見

等有機會見了
卻又猶豫了……

相見不如不見

有些事
一直沒機會做

等有機會了
卻又不想做了……

有些話
埋藏在心中好久
沒機會說

等有機會說的時候
卻説不出口了……

有些愛
一直沒機會愛

等有機會了
已經不愛了……

有些人
很多機會相見的

卻縂找藉口推脫
相見的時候
已經沒機會了……

有些話
很多機會說的

卻想著以後再説
要說的時候
已經沒機會了……

有些事
很多機會做的

卻一天一天推遲
想做的時候卻發現沒機會了……

有些愛
給了你很多機會

卻不在意
沒在乎

像重視的時候
已經沒機會愛了……


………………


窺視
淹沒干逝去的回憶

人生有時候
總是很諷刺

一轉身可能就是一世
説好永遠的

不知怎麽就散了……

最後自己想來想去
竟然也搞不清

當初
是什麽原因分開彼此的

然後
你忽然醒悟

感情原來是這麽脆弱的……

經得起風雨
卻經不起平凡

風雨同船
天晴便各自散了

也許只是賭氣
也許只是因爲小小的事


………………

幻想著和好的甜蜜
重逢時的擁抱

那個時候會使
邊流淚邊捶打對方
還傻笑著

該是多美的畫面♥


沒想到的是
一別竟是一輩子了……

……………………

於是
各有各的生活
各自愛著別的人

曾經相愛
現在已互不相干

即使在同一個小小的城市
也不曾再相逢

某一天
某一刻

走在同一條街
也看不見對方……

先是感嘆
後來是無奈……

也許…
你很幸福

因爲找到另一個適合自己的人

也許…
你不幸福

因爲可能你這一生
就只有那個人真正用心在你身上

很久很久
沒有對方的消息

也不再想起這個人……

也是
不想再想起這些



學會珍惜身邊的每一個人




或許
那都會成爲記憶的美好

问题♥

以往哭哭一下
总觉得只是疏解压力

哭过就好了

直到最近

开始怀疑自己
是否有问题

整天神经兮兮的
是不是都哭

心情无缘无故就不好

有点幻想
幻听

是我的问题吗?
我有精神分裂吗?
压力太大?


从来都不会迟到

但是
自从上一次跟哥哥出门后

我开始陆续迟到
迟到的原因

不是睡不醒
就是
明明很早就准备好了

却坐在家里发呆
却不出门

就连上学也是
朋友都感到奇怪了

从来不迟到
还早到的我

却陆续迟到了

我到底在做什么?

我也很想知道
一切事情

已经不在我的掌控之中

泪水总在完全没事的情况下流下
我一直在想
发生了什么事

为什么我会流泪
为什么我会心情不好

结论是
什么事情都没有发生

忧郁症?
读书压力?

我不懂
我一直在控制自己的情绪
很尽力的控制



真的不懂我在做什么


Wednesday, January 6, 2010

感動♥

最近的心情都很承重……

其實也説不上爲什麽

人很累
眼皮很重
心很痛

我的笑臉枕頭
溼溼的~

我笑不出來……

怎麽辦?

真的很依賴……

依賴了…

今天還是他叫我起來……


其實昨晚関了電腦,

我真的関了,但我睡不着……


躺在床上聼歌,很不自覺的笑臉抱抱溼溼的…

早上五點終于睡着……


心情很沉重,也説不上爲什麽…

今天聼他的聲音,我不知道怎麽安慰他……


心裏酸酸的感覺……

聼得出他很傷心,可是我不知道怎麽反應……


對於有些人,事,物…

我的哭點真的很低……


儅有人很關心你,

就算他罵你,你也會笑~


爲,

那是一種‘感動♥’;

開心的‘感動♥’…


儅他心情不好,

你卻沒辦法幫他什麽,

反而他還為你着想…

那還是一種‘感動♥’…


可是同時

,臉頰會燒燒的;眼睛會溼溼的……


那是种不同的感動♥,

那是…心痛,的感動♥…


儅他明明就心情不好
還要僞裝
隱藏自己内心的不開心

處處為你著想

儅他告訴你
他很傷心

你卻什麽都不知道
不知道要怎麽反映
不知道要說什麽
不知道要怎麽安慰他

這些都是種種地感動
不同的感動

我很想很想去了解他
去聆聽他

但是

我卻説不出口
在當時

我什麽都說不出
什麽都不懂
要怎麽辦

我很想去陪你
可是我怕

我怕
聼你說

哭的卻又是我

到頭來
還要你安慰我





我需要變得更堅強




Tuesday, January 5, 2010

MEANINGFUL♥

“Time goes on, and your life is still there,

and you have to live it.

After a while you remember the good things more often than the bad.


Then,

gradually,

the empty silent parts of you fill up with sounds of talking and laughter again,

and the jagged edges of sadness are softened by memories.”



just simply lurvees tis quote