I♥BEING MYSELF: November 2010

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

PASTA♥

I was so hungry this afternoon..

initially wanted go out to eat..

but keep raining non-stop =(

jiejie also watching drama the whole day

i was doing research for my attachment

*I'm so guai♥*

den i starve until cant tahan le

finally i decide to cook sth to eat

so i cooked PASTA!!♥♥♥

This is the pasta i cooked♥♥♥

*YumYum*

Happy happy~~

but.......

right after i finish my food..

when i wash my dishes,

i saw my NEW clothes!!!

SPOILT le lar!!!!

Stupid u all!!!

this is one of it!!

this is the new one!!!!!

I dun want to stay with u all lar!!!

this is the 2nd piece of my shirt kena colour le lar!!

and is so even..

even u dyed ur hair also not tat even..

really upset..

nth is stand by my side all these while..

damn suay....

Monday, November 15, 2010

Finally...
i gave up...
and i like a machine...
had break down......

MONDAY BLUE♥

Just hate myself...

feel so depress...

tears roll down my cheek like 3 meals,

without failed...

i'm so fuck up....

Things just developed as what I expected..
everybody were posted the same question and laugh at me.
'Why are you posted alone here?? are u accelerated?'

Yet i still have to show my cheeky face and answer...

eventhough there is a good exposure for me down there,
and all the chances for learning and hands on will on me..

I just don't feel it comfortable.

was talking over the phone with him this morning,
i just can;t control my tears anymore,
it just roll down my cheek in the MRT with my uniform on.
and i just act like i'm asleep.

same thing went through during my lunch break

I'm so sorry i scolded him while coming home..
i burst into crying so loudly when i reached home.

i was keep telling myself,
endure...will be over very soon.
but i just can't accept the fact.

I think i'm the most earliest student to wake up and the latest to reach home..
just kill me!

Pls save me out of here...

going to turn mad soon..

really soon..