Saturday, March 19, 2011

Dilemma♥

I'm now in kind of dilemma stage.
I don't know how should I handle or to react.
Something just came back to my mind.
It's kind of jealous yet envy.

Forget it! I shouldn't have rewind all this unwanted memory.
It's just happen to saw it when I link to my babe Facebook.

What should I do??

Okay, whatever.. Shall change topic and divert my attention from the particular person.

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Well..As my last post mentioned.
I've done with my Paediatrics attachment and I remembered I had promise to upload some particular photo about my cute colleagues!

Yea..Here you go!

She is the lovely & motherly CI Yoges that I have been always mention...
i Lurve her to the maxxx!

Catherine was the representative for the 'ceremony'.
*Please kindly ignore the dude who're gossiping behind :x*
It was actually a Custom-made mug from us, and her name was actually printed on it!!
Hees! I hope she'll remembered me for life!!
Yoges means alots to me!

Behind the scene!! OMGGG!! It's exclusive!
My super unglamorous picture.....:x

FYI, we actually asked the housekeeper to took all these photos for us.
The housekeeping named 'Candra' if I'm not mistaken, of course this is not the fulled name =.=
Which make Joshua and Catherine 'Fall in Love' with him!!!
HAHAHAHA XD
That was the funniest joke of the day!!
They even said that the ID photo is much more handsome and look like a doctor.
Yoges was shocked and get scare by their unusual behavior.
As in who will target and observe on a housekeeper?
As a CI or a staff or the ward, she don't even give him a damn mann!!
What's the attractiveness from him??
He took this photo when all of us are not ready!!
I not going to upload all the photo of the day, as he took our photo when we are not ready or really unglam.
Lastly, this is the nicest photo of the day!
From left to right, start from the back. 1 word for each of us from CI will be include!
Sze-Chin(Hero), Gerrard(GodFather), Joshua(Handsome), Hidayah(SoftSpoken), Catherine(Sunshine), HuiMin(Knowledgeble),
Pauline(Doll), Liona(Stern), CI Yoges, NorLia(Quiet), LingLing(Caring), Mii(princess), KS(Adorable!)

FYI, all of them is so much elder than me..
Oops~ No offend ar!!
The estimated age is 30++ 

So I'm the one who being protected and pampered by them (-^^-)
Happy-ING!

I'll definitely miss them and hope to work together!!

Thursday, March 17, 2011

Paediatrics Attachment♥

Must really jiayous tml! Cos tomorrow is my last day for paediatrics attachment.... I enjoy working with 11 of YOU! Thou, our age is so far apart, but i don't feel any age gap between us. And of cause not to forget, my CI Yoges!! Thanks for your patience and guidances, i change my view of life...Thanks for the pairs of listening ears and sorry to make you cry, I felt so much relieve after telling you all the things and experiences.  

It's fun to actually work with different age and group of people. I see a lots of differences between each other. I had fun! The only things that i not comfortable is dealing with kids! haha... cos is kind of heartache when you see all those small kids undergo different kinds of procedure, and we seems like the one who torturing them. I do feel like crying when i hold their 4 limbs to prevent them from escaping from the 'torture chamber'.

So I promised myself, I'll never ever choose to work in Paediatrics. I would like to try oncology instead. Will try to upload some group photo if I possible to take any of it tomorrow!

Cherish & Appreciated!! Thanks alots!♥

Saturday, March 12, 2011

請快點讓它結束♥

一個禮拜終於過去了
只剩下兩個禮拜的煎熬

雖然期間有幾度的失落
淚一度差點奪眶而出
但我相信我一定能順利的度過的

與一群的大哥哥和大姐姐一起工作
或者一個人工作的差別是什麽?

一個人工作
雖然別人看不到你
又或者說不會理踩你
但至少我曾經安全的度過了

而與一群大哥哥大姐姐一起工作
卻有了
莫名的失落感

或許是因為年齡的關係
他們就很理所當然的被視為‘大人’
就自然的很安然的度過
而因為我是裏面最小的那個
甚至是已經夠格做他們的兒女了

在他們之間
我的自卑感回來了
我感到比我一個人工作時更加的壓力
間接的發覺
自己非常不被重視與待遇的反差比較
非常的強大

再加上
我根本進入不了他們的話題
我希望這次能夠快點過去

我已經累了
我不想再拖了

請快點讓它結束!

Sunday, March 6, 2011

雲霄飛車♥


最近的心情
就和雲霄飛車一樣

時好時壞
好想找她來聊聊天

但是
心裡還有有點介懷……
好擔心自己
是否高攀得起

雖然她說他很樂意
她也很希望
我們彼此能夠像以往一樣那麼友好

但是
實際上的我們之間
還是有那麼點距離

從以前到現在
常常都很羡慕她與她那一群朋友

我就會開始後悔當初的決定
因為我的大方
處處為他著想
我寧可一個人到一個陌生的環境
因而將我們的距離疏遠

怨誰?
早熟
思前想後
換來的是什麽?

我真的不瞭解

除了繼續在旁默默的為她祝福
我還能怎樣……

我累了
如果我選擇了那個自私的決定

現在的我們會是怎樣?