我

你可以討厭我
你可以恨我

但我還是同樣一句話告訴你
‘這就是我’

我不喜歡利用別人
同樣的
請你也不要來利用我

我不喜歡裝著很熱心   然後卻在別人後面捅人一刀
又或者   發生事情時才搬出所有事來怪罪于他人

認識我的人都知道
對於這種人   我為他們封的稱號叫做
雞蛋人

所以不要自以為是   沒有人要你的好   也沒有人拿刀拿槍逼你
是你們自願奉獻的   所以不要掉頭就把黑的說成白的

我可以對你很好
但要是你不分青紅皂白就誣衊我的朋友們
很對不起

我不會繼續浪費時間在你身上   因為   你不值

領悟

剛看到朋友在Facebook上寫的一番話

"一直emo沒有用，向前看比較重要！
要活在當下，剛要好好規劃自己。
希望不要一直再讓別人擔心了
我知道我自己在幹嗎，這些都是學習的過程…"

頓時有深深的領悟，也不自覺的對號入座
有什麽辦法能夠讓自己看的開點？
不要那麼執著？


始終沒有辦法讓自己開朗起來，
真的很討厭這樣的自己…


雖然人們常說，開心也是一天，不開心也是一天，
那何必讓不開心牽著你走？


還是安撫不了自己現在的情緒，
鬱悶+納悶…

Get over my mind

Finally came and clear the thick spider web on my bloggie. Sorry much!

anyway, this picture was taken a month ago I think.

I always trim only my fringe if you ever noticed.

yet, it's now all grown back!

So fast right?

hahahahaha XD

Had a gathering on Thursday.

I'm so sorry, although apologize don't really help.

It turn out wasn't a good one.

In fact, It's the WORST ever i had been hold for the past 7 years.

and this time is the most disapointed and full of unhappiness.

Total Failure.

Precisely, Sorry No Cure.

I do know apologize don't really help.

neither ease my thought nor others.

I have decide not to plan for the next gathering anymore.

Let them to decide and plan,

i've total worn up, and full of tears.

these are some of the pictures on that days.

We did went back to school, But just a short while.

HuiHui & Me holding the visitor pass.

HuiHui, Me, JiaHao & RenHui

We went to alots of places.

But It's not memorable, and not worthy to mention about it.

Sorry for full of apologizing and emoish post.

ciaoz...