Sunday, March 25, 2012

工作

我真的很想要這份工作
或許 這個工作 可以把我所看到的世界放大
讓我冷靜 的 看看這個世界

若無其事 笑著哭 是我的強項
我可以的

所有的付出 就像薄雲 煙消雲散
默默付出 難道錯了?

維護著你的自卑 我沒有後悔過
如果你真的不能接受那樣的我

我深深祝福你
對不起 我有著一個那樣的家庭



Saturday, March 17, 2012

160312

I've officially move back to JB now.. Happy or sad?? Hmm....


Have been staying at home recently.. What to do?? Bored me to death Mann!!

Update soon..:)

Friday, January 6, 2012

Tearing..

Feel like crying again
I want all these to come to an end


I couldn't take it anymore


All the presentation +case study +work
How am i suppose to cope?:'(


I just simply want to quit nursing for the rest of my life
there's a case study presentation again tmrw
and this time i'm so going to present it to all the big shot
include all the colleagues and NC, NE.. Bla bla bla.

IT'S TOMMOROW!

and i yet to prepare
How am I suppose to done it within a night?

I've got no motivation to carry on
I've sick of staying in nursing
there's only one reason for why I left it undone.

Friends are surprise why I still haven't even started
It's so rare for me to behave in such a way

What a life I currently leading through
I've been wasting my time for staying in nursing

who have pull me through is soul mate
one and only one who accompany throughout these 3 years

been telling myself to stay strong
to get it done, even it's not what i want

I'm not happy to stay in Singapore for the past 3 years
So what if people are envying me for study in Singapore?
Can i say quit now?

everyone ask me to stay on, it just left with 2 months, and i'm done with it
But i seriously couldn't take it anymore

Would u stand by my side and support me as you always did, my soul mate?

smiles was fake
tears is real