安穩

有多少次 可以安穩的睡著
有多少次 可以不再做噩夢
有多少次 可以誠實面對自己
有多少次 可以拿下面具
有多少次 可以再堅強一點
有多少次 可以控制自己的情緒

可惜 重重的一切 壓得我 快窒息了

小丑與白痴 的分別 就在於
小丑知道放工了 就做回自己

而我

就像個白痴 拿起了 卻放不下
種種的 情緒 一直困擾著我

我的黑眼圈 越來越深
我的精神越來越差

我很想 休息
我祇想把我睡得安穩 的時刻 好好珍惜
彌補 我這些天 噩夢的追逐..

我始終面對不了 自己的那一關..

開始對身邊的人發脾氣
淚 總是 不受控制..

我祇想要個 溫暖 的擁抱
一份安全感
讓我好好的睡一覺

就像魔法一樣...

Life...

Somehow I felt relieve and blessed when I got my 2 weeks vacation before I start my attachment in order to let my injured knee a breath.

Anyway, my attachment went well and meet my objective. I did things with my conscience. So I'm happy with it. Anything unhappy just let it go.

Never update my blog for such along time which also indicate I never on my lappy for so long. I'm now updating my blog by using the blogger app. I've been waiting for this official app. And it's finally launch :)

It's a great app. Its easy access & allow me to update whenever I want without using my lappy and I love it!

Did manicure yesterday. It cost me only RM15. Hahahaha.. Thanks to Kaira for being so nice did for me. I like it very much.

And the red one is my sis's one.