Sunday, February 28, 2010

有些♥

有些人
有些事
不是你我所能控制的

 这句话
我真的不知道
我说了多少篇

可是就还是一直那样的告诉自己

有些事
不是你想要做到
就能做到的
有些话
不是想说出口
就能说的
有些地方
不是你想去
就去得到的

有些人
不是你想见
就见得到的

有些事的发生
不是你我希望的
也不能预知的

有些话
或许说出口会很伤人
也很不想听到
但又不想被瞒着

有些地方
你很想去   却又怕
去了 
会更伤心

有些人
你不想让他走
但终究
他还是走了

有些事
终是很矛盾
很复杂

有时候
真的
很伤心
很心痛

但是
这就是真心

一种付出

善意的谎言
并没有帮助

谎言
只是另一种
掩饰自己
的方式

而不是
要他人不为你担心

真的
很多时候
很多人
很多事
很多时候
在很多地点

所发生的一切一切
不是你我
所能去控制的

“未来
还是要面对的”

总是乐观的这样告诉自己
但往往
两排泪水
总这样不受控制的流下来

我不能去操纵
他人的生命

亦不能去改变
一个人

我不能去将时间
倒流

亦不能因为某些回忆
不去某些地方

一切一切事情
都会一直前进着
不会因为我一人
而停留

流逝着的一切一切
我来不及
做的事情
说的话语
去的地方
想见的人

事实
总是被包装得
那么虚伪
一切都那么的
堂皇
讽刺

戴着面具的人
终认为
这一切的决定
是为了把伤害减到最低

但不然
面具
只会让人
晕眩
迷失方向

忘记了自己

那是



一个人的生活………

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

DAYS♥



this is all about DAYS

miss those days.

we study together
we quarrel together
having fun together.

is just all about WE all together.
2 gangs of friends.



they are so cute right?
hehe XD

at least in my eyes.
cherish♥

they are my besties forever♥

this is what i can say at the moment

.........................

after all,
this is what a relieve for 3 paper over.

only 1 left.

childbearing.
it's psychological killing me.

although psychology had over just now.

childbearing is a tough subject ever for me.
following by sociology.

my instinct tell me that,
i will failed my sociology and get the sub-paper.

i know you guys would probably ask me not to think in such a way.
it's quite depress.

but,
it's true.

it is worse than my BIO paper.

hope i could cope my last paper - CHILDBEARING on thursday.
wish me luck♥

gtg to revise my childbearing liaoz~

byesssss♥

Monday, February 22, 2010

BUCKED UP♥


who is gonna to determine who deserve a better rewards and who not??


erm ok..
just somethings that really random.

feel like blogging from the revision of psychology for tomorrow.
were super random these few days.

somehow feel like i'm invisble 
transparent.

sometimes,
things maybe different when you treat it with a different manner or different ways.

"To be or not to be, that's a question"

yea.
found this quote very interesting.

things may be always differ when you did a different decision.
that's a path you choose to go on.

it's your own choice.
no one is forcing you to do so.
there will be always a choice for you.

there is no way for you to regret.
you may have miss some precious moment
or
someone who is really important to you.

try to grab every chances that you deserve.
you may have one chances,
2nd chance

but not the 3rd.

people don't deserve to have the 3rd chance as he/she don;t appreciate what they are having, holding in their hand.

they tend to think this is what they deserve, 
they should have it.

what a great god thought they have.
no pain=no gain

nothing come without hardship.

how much you put in,
how much you will get it.


yea.
just something really random.

so now.
bucked up!!


back to my topic~
psychology!!

JiaYous everyone♥
x o x o