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I've officially move back to JB now.. Happy or sad?? Hmm....


Have been staying at home recently.. What to do?? Bored me to death Mann!!

Update soon..:)

Tearing..

Feel like crying again
I want all these to come to an end


I couldn't take it anymore


All the presentation +case study +work
How am i suppose to cope?:'(


I just simply want to quit nursing for the rest of my life
there's a case study presentation again tmrw
and this time i'm so going to present it to all the big shot

include all the colleagues and NC, NE.. Bla bla bla.

IT'S TOMMOROW!

and i yet to prepare

How am I suppose to done it within a night?

I've got no motivation to carry on

I've sick of staying in nursing

there's only one reason for why I left it undone.

Friends are surprise why I still haven't even started

It's so rare for me to behave in such a way

What a life I currently leading through

I've been wasting my time for staying in nursing

who have pull me through is soul mate

one and only one who accompany throughout these 3 years

been telling myself to stay strong

to get it done, even it's not what i want

I'm not happy to stay in Singapore for the past 3 years

So what if people are envying me for study in Singapore?

Can i say quit now?

everyone ask me to stay on, it just left with 2 months, and i'm done with it

But i seriously couldn't take it anymore

Would u stand by my side and support me as you always did, my soul mate?

smiles was fake

tears is real

这样的自己 不傻♥

什么时候
为了什么   再次沮丧

什么时候
为了什么   我开始感到绝望

当一切的事物随着时间的流逝
我无法掌握   一一失去

什么时候   开始
我的决定再也不是   决定

什么时候   开始
我不再是   自己

有多少个  ‘你’
真的懂我

不是我不说   而是
怎么说   也说不清

什么时候   开始
我再次走回   一个人   那安静的角落
反复思考着

我要的   是什么

我要的
其实   真的不多

但却是我遥远的   梦想


当一个人开始   感到寂寞   感到无助
会开始讲冷笑话

但有多少个‘你’
知道她正在强忍   眼中滚动的   泪水

不是否定   自己
而是
认真的   认清自己

要记得   这样的  自己
并不傻

解压中……


反复听着一首歌
也让我想了很多……

明天还要做工  晚安♥






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